2004-09-09 - 12:13 a.m.

haiyo...

I felt a bit bad... But, if siva had replied me earlier, maybe things wld be diff. sms me tt he will get back to me by tmr....bt, i msged back tt i won;t be goin back afterall.

Actually hor, I'm no longer on cnet's payroll ma,,,already tender resignnation letter b4 i go for op. though I didnt resign on my accord (HR's request)...I wanted to go back, tt time i really...up till mon...

tt's y i msg him to ask if its ok for me to go back on 13. he didnt reply. I can sense tt he's busy...and maybe its really cumbersome to ask boss and HR ..etc..but as the day drew nearer, I began to realise I dread goin back...not bcos of colleagues..they r all nice...includin siva..but the work. it's really borin me..to the moon. and the late nights.

really interested in the free-lance stuff yolk design offered. The ppl r v nice too. I had never been so decisive before. got a call yesterday from arne, went home to check the mail. Then, I instantly agreed to meet up, admist my busy schedule of NUH apptment in the morning and yen-lee's daimokukai at night.

illustrating + flash stuff! just wat i wanted to do! so happy...but haiz..confused. imsg him tt i'll call him tmr. siva:ya. if u don't, i will.--->sounds scary to me. or is it my imaginatn?.........haiz.

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